waiting...

i spend most of my day watching the clock turn and waiting to go home. today my intrepid co-workers and i completed a years worth of training modules. and we still finished before lunch. apparently they expect us to know what kind of gun is holding us up. unlikely. the boyfriend and i are heading to NH this weekend. for the family christmas that never was because of the weather. and tax free shopping. and liquor. we have the best stocked liquor cabinet of any teetotallers i know. i feel the most intense need to ply my guests with liquor in the winter, so they won't notice all the nothing there is to do. not that you need more than good food and drinks when friends visit. and trivial pursuit 80's. which is worthwile for the love-a-lot bear game piece alone. i'm thinking this month is going to be another difficult one for weight reduction. one weekend home another week with friends. i really can't hide my excitement. i love having people to cook for and i don't want to spend the whole time worrying about what i'm eating. i might have to face the realities of a maintain before i set myself up for a disappointment. this is definitely a time to be joyful rather than guilty. mantra mantra mantra.