if i don't choose a date for my wedding reception rebecca is going to reach through the computer and kill me. the thing is, choosing a date is hard. really hard. i'm not sure how much i can commit to having my whole family around for my wedding. I had assumed that matt's family would be the problem but now it seems that my anxiety about my own family is the problem and i guess that's why we're planning an elopement in the first place.
the latest idea is to video tape the actual wedding and show it as a movie at a very cool old movie theater. it's not expensive, it's a super fun idea (i think) it would hold all of our guests and we might be able to have alcohol for those who want it. the problem is that securing a date and inviting people makes me feel itchy. even if we end up just having friends up and watching a movie of our choosing with popcorn, it wouldn't be a total waste of an experience. gosh, i might need chocolate and valium to get through this planning.