i think i fixed it. it's probably a matter of time, but for now i'm happier. it was one of those cases that prove that i have no idea what i'm doing with technology.
it's been a weird morning. i'm feeling really uneasy about my job hunting and i've had about 14 heavy breather calls this morning already. i'm in that place where i'm so frustrated with my life that i can't see the positive things. pretty much i'm thinking i'll never get a better job here unless i get a masters in something or start my own business. worries that transcend fat. at the moment.
i have so many ideas. i'd love to start my own business. who wouldn't? make your own hours, be your own boss, be crushed under the weight of every decision? it would be great! i could start a bakery. i'd be too tired to eat any of the cupcakes. two birds, one stone.