Tuesday, January 31, 2012
so last week sucked. january, sick dogs, crappy work stuff, hormones and it all added up to about 5 pounds. I did a lot of things I never ever do, buying candy at the grocery store, eating almost a whole pizza myself over just two days. I very often lose five pounds and give myself no credit because it's only five pounds but this extra five pounds makes me feel exactly like i have 5 pounds of butter strapped to myself. I started dealing with it yesterday and i'm a pound down today. i'm sure it was salt and or water related to shift that fast but i'm definitely glad. only 4 or say 24 more to go. depending on how you feel about preparing for your wedding photos in two months. This would be a good time to start some kind of two month cleanse/or something but my emotional reserves are like shot. things at work that have always bothered me are still happening and completely shattering me. The dog being sick always completely shatters me, but he's getting better. It's not a real wedding, the stressful kind that involves huge white dresses and sobbing mothers, but it's still wearing on me to have to make so many decisions about that day and the party in summer. I had planned a massage/facial session to get my brain together but with the vet visits that's completely out of the budget. le sigh. but I have promised myself to do pilates every day so that's hopeful. if i keep it up.
Posted by Amy at 7:27 AM