so, i can't say i've been busy because that just doesn't seem true but i guess i can say my ability to manage my time has gotten worse. I don't know if it's winter or old age or what. the darkness is a problem. fitting a whole day into 8 hours of sunlight cramps my style. it's hard to walk the doggies in the dark and we are really counting the days until the light starts to come back. 22 more days till we start going the other way. and what's the deal with it being so warm? i don't watch the news but my homies at work told me this morning bangor was the warmest place in the US. what's that about? tomorrow is december and today was 62 degrees. this is maine, it's just so wrong. Snow in october, 62 on the last day of november. so weird.
I'm trying to get excited about baking this year and that's hard to do when it's so warm. I know there will be plenty of days for hot chocolate and warm cookies and i'll be cursing the cold before long but seriously it's weird. and those boots i bought are totally not necessary when it's 60, just saying.
I've been working on my wedding and recently nothing is that big a deal anymore. maybe it's winter malaise but i'm just not that into it anymore. the basics are covered and that's about it. I'm thinking of taking my brooch bouquet to flower class with me to ask my teacher's opinion. I don't really want to re-do it but i want it to look right and i'm not sure if i have the objectivity with it anymore.