10 pounds down 32 pounds to go!

Friday, February 12, 2010

"Men of God make everyone feel guilty and judged."

Today I had an interview for a job for which one eventually gets a paycheck and to prepare for the very exciting event I set my hair on fire. I'm not sure exactly what is with me and my problems with open flame lately but it never gets old. Nothing like the smell of burnt hair to get you in the mood to charm and bamboozle a possibly employer into hiring you. Also, it's attractive...the singed look. It adds a little something.

Actually you can't tell the difference between the burnt side and the non-burnt side and maybe that means I need a haircut, or possibly a hat. I don't know exactly but it seems my ability to sabotage myself knows no bounds. To tell the truth the interview went very well and it's only a part time job so if I don't get it it's not the end of the world. The employer seems really great and I'm sure I could learn a lot from her, it was a positive experience either way it goes.

It's weigh in friday and I officially lost nothing. Better than gaining, must keep positive and I know I haven't been trying very hard. I'm happy with my exercise regime and even my arm muscles are feeling tighter and grrrrrier I've just been eating too much. I haven't been eating all my points (as in weeklies and activity) but I'm just not convinced more food is the way to go. Maybe I'm brainwashed. I'm very afraid that a) I will take eating all my points to mean eating cookies for all my points and b) that I'll never lose any more weight if I eat so much. I feel like I'm over eating now and I'm not eating all my allotted points so maybe I just have to let go this week and see what happens. I don't want to put my body on starvation alert and get to plateau I can't break so maybe maybe maybe I need to give it a try eating all the points and trying not to make them cookies and see what happens. It's possible I'm conditioned to see all eating as overeating and maybe that's something I need to work on with my at home interweb therapy program. Shame I can't watch Oprah..

1 comment:

Laura said...

I've been in a plateau for 2 months but you gotta keep it up.