two days before i go on vacation. not sure what i'm doing or where. what i'm trying to think about today is what i'm doing with my diet on vacation. i'm not going anywhere fancy so i won't be too tempted to spend all my money and time on food. normally when i go away almost every meal is eaten out, that's the way it is on vacation. if i'm home, i'll have way fewer options but i'll also be next to my fridge all day. i'm gonna keep thinking about it today.
i keep thinking about everything because i'm all confused about this vacation. usually i have very exact plans to get the absolute most out of my small paid allotment. but not this time. things have sort of fallen through and now my car needs some work and actually hanging out at home doing all the things i've been meaning to do forever sounds kind of nice. i can go to the beach or the mall or whatever for no reason and it will still be using less gas than if i drove to maryland so i won't have to feel guilty. a week without guilty would be awesome. i'm looking forward to this vacation more and more the fewer decisions i have to make. i love being a slug.
and since i mentioned it on debbi's blog i finally did lose that pound back to 169. patience is a virtue. if only it weren't so fucking difficult.